I wake up everyday, feeling the same way i always do. Stressed. I wake up with guilt that my friends dont know the truth about i feel about them. I wake up sad and extremely scared that im growing up. I wake up angry that my parents look down on me. I wake up tired, i sleep for hours on end but im so emotionly stressed that im tired of living, tired of knowing my life is tearing from the seems. I wake up knowing my sister is starting to hate me and sees me as a selfish person. I wake up knowing that i have only 2 people on this earth that get me. I have the love of my life, jake. He gets it, he gets me, see’s me for all i am. The real me no one ever ever gets. Then theres kc. He understands all my werid and silly i can be me and just me and tottaly get it. Everyone else even my friends from grade 6 cant seem me withering away but hey, my heart cant break because it wasnt whole to begin with. I wake up depressed and no one ever cares enough to help me. Im lost and i wake up every morning so sad that i dont want to breathe.